I don’t feel any shame as I buck my hips closer to his face. Will lets out a moan himself as he licks me over. Clearly, he’s not bothered by any of this and if he’s not bothered, then I won’t be either.
If this is my only chance to experience pleasure in life, I’m not going to stop any of it.
I roll my hips harder against his mouth, needing more, wanting more, desperate for more. Without even thinking about it, my hands find my breasts. My own touch isn’t as good as Will’s but it will have to do.
He licks me harder and harder. “Come for me, Gianna. Again.”
My eyes flutter closed as I drop my head back. Will is working magic on my entire body. I’ll never be the same after this again.
The moment his lips circle around my clit and suck on it, I let myself fall into the pleasure.
My second orgasm hits me before I’m even ready. My body shudders and shakes and trembles.
Will continues to plant kisses on my inner thighs before moving up my body. His lips find my breast and his mouth covers my nipple. Another flare of arousal hits me. I’m not sure I can handle much more.
“Will,” I whimper.
“I need to fuck you,” he says darkly, kissing up my neck.
My inner walls clench down at the idea. To give myself fully over to Will… can I do that? It’s one thing to do what we’ve just done. It’s another thing to give him my entire body. To give him my innocence.
“I’m… not sure I’m ready for that,” I say.
“I get it,” he says but I can hear the slight disappointment in his voice.
“But…”
“But?”
“I want to see you,” I whisper. “All of you. I want to touch you the way you’ve touched me.” I’m scared to see a naked Will. I’m not sure what will fully happen. But what I do know is that if I’m not ready to give him my full body yet, I am ready to see him.
He stands up and pushes his sweats down, exposing his hard erection. I gasp at the sight. It’s long and large but I know Will won’t hurt me with it. Instead, it’s something I want to explore.
Sitting up, I tentatively wrap my hand around his length. Will lets out a hiss that makes me draw my hand back.
“No,” he groans. “You’re doing good. Don’t stop.”
I keep my eyes locked with his as I run my hand over his length. Every ridge of his skin is fascinating to me. Without over thinking it, I brush my other hand along his balls.
The strangled moan that leaves his mouth is a beautiful sound. Will is letting himself be vulnerable with me and I don’t take that for granted.
Feeling bold, I lean down and kiss the tip of his erection. Will groans.
“Fuck, Gianna. You’re going to be the death of me. I’m going to come. I can’t last long. Not when I’ve wanted you for days now.”
I don’t pull my hand away as I watch him. I want to see this. I need to experience this.
Will lets out another moan before he comes on my hand. I watch in fascination. He sighs and gives me a dark look. “I’m not sure I can ever let you go now.”
The truth is: I’m not sure I ever want Will to let me go now.
Chapter Fourteen
Will
As much as I would like to stay in this motel room with Gianna all night, in the morning, I know we have to leave. Marco will be hunting us down and the more we move, the harder it will be for him to find us.
There’s a newfound closeness between Gianna and I after everything we shared last night. I’ve finally tasted her and it was fucking glorious. I need to be inside of her but I know she’s not fully ready for that and I’ll respect it. The last thing I want is for her to be more terrified of me. Not after we’ve made a breakthrough.