She made a desperate noise and silently promised to make Aidan all the desserts he wanted when his hand slipped past the waistband of her thick leggings and into herunderwear.
“Shit, Shae,” he groaned on a whisper as soon as he touched the slick wetness coating Shae’s clit. He was right back to kissing her then, his tongue feeling so, so good against hers. Shae let him feel her, finding his way to her entrance and then back to her clit before pressing two fingers inside of her. Shae broke the kiss and pressed her head back into the throw pillow. The most pathetic noise came out of her mouth and she didn’t care one bit. There was an orgasm just out of her reach, she could feel it. Aidan’s fingers were pure magic, but she wasn’t readyyet.
“Aidan. Aidan,wait.”
“Yeah?” He pulled back a little, propping his elbow up on the back of the cushions. His other hand was still in herpants.
“I love what you’re doing here. I like it a lot, but I want to switch gears before I come all over yourhand.”
“Yeah, sure, sure.” Shae realized how worked up Aidan was when he removed his hand and sat back. The light from the TV showed just how red he was turning and he was a little out ofbreath.
Shae sat up as well, adjusting her shirt. “How about I take off my clothes, you take off your clothes, you tell me you definitely brought condoms with you and then we reunite somewhere in the middle. Of thecouch.”
“We can dothat.”
“Okay.”
Like complete fools, they both jumped up and rushed to opposite ends of the couch and started pulling off their clothes. Shae didn’t realize they were racing until they both started laughing. She finished first, then grabbed her throw blanket off the back of the couch and spread it down the cushions. She was about to sit and tease Aidan for taking so long when he turned around to face her and reached for his pants, which he’d kicked under the coffeetable.
That’s when she caught sight of his erection. She’d felt and seen the bulge in his jeans when they were kissing just moments before. She’dseenit on her phone at the beginning of the week, but there was a big—BIG—difference between seeing a penis that size on her phone and being a few feet away from it in reallife.
“Wait. Hold on,” Shae blurted out. She waved her hands in the air, driving her request home. Aidan stood up straight and then froze. He had something in his hand, probablycondoms.
“What?”
Shae sunk down on the couch, her mouth hanging open. “Come here. I want to look at your—if you don’t mind. The picturesjust—”
“No, I don’tmind.”
Aidan came closer, standing with this leg pressed against Shae’s knee as she reached up to take what she could of him in her hand. His dick was actually very nice, aside from the massive size. Nice even coloring, prominently displayed veins down its length, but not in a scary way. She thought she might stroke him a little bit, if only she could wrap her fingers around his considerablegirth.
She just held onto him, running her thumb over the head of his cock. Shae looked up at Aidan as he let out a deep breath through his nose. He still had his glasses on. It was too dark to see just how green his eyes were. That didn’t stop her from melting as he gazed back ather.
“Aidan. Jesus Christ—I’m sorry. I just—” He reached up and smoothed a piece of her hair behind her ear. She nearly shivered at histouch.
“We don’t haveto—”
“No! No! I want to!” Shae said, nodding her head like she’s just been gifted the greatest toy ever and then asked if she wanted to give it away. “I definitely want to. I’m just shocked.” Her focus was back on his erection as she gently released him, then ran her fingertip down the length of him to the dark red curls at the base of hiships.
“I know I’m notsmall.”
Shae looked up at the thick sound clouding his voice. “God, I’m making you uncomfortable. I’m such an ass.Sorry.”
Instead of packing it in for the night and telling Shae to call him when she was done being so socially awkward, Aidan responded with a soft laugh. Shae’s gaze held his as he lightly gripped her chin and leaned down to kiss her on the mouth. Her nerves settled again as soon as their lips touched. She felt like she was floating when he finally pulledaway.
“Shae, trust me. You’re not being an ass. Whatever you’re thinking right now, just know that I will tell you if you’re making me feel any kind of uncool. You’renot.”
“Okay. I’ve just never seen a penis this big before in real life. It’s a little alarming, in a good way.” Her voice came out steady that time, even though she was ridiculously embarrassed by the whole truth behind that confession. Yes, she’d seen other penises before, but Harvin had been her first and only. She’d been so concerned with not ending up with another asshole or a murderer that she hadn’t really given any thought to moving on to bigger and possibly better in the penisdepartment.
“Without...sounding like too much of a sleaze,” Aidan said slowly. “It’s probably best if we go at your pace.” He sunk down on the carpet between Shae’s legs. He was so tall, even on his knees they were almost eye to eye. Shae held back another shiver as he ran his thumb across her lowerlip.
“You want me to level the playing field alittle?”
“Sure, yeah,” Shae said with a nervous laugh of her own. She watched Aidan closely as he gently took her breasts in his palms. He held her gaze as he dipped his head and ran his tongue over each of hernipples.
“Your body is the most impressive I’ve ever seen in real life.” Shae decided to take the compliment for what it was worth and just enjoy the feel of Aidan’s extremely capable hands playing with her breasts. He leaned down again and took her right nipple into his mouth. She was already so turned on, the sensation quickly became too much. She threaded her fingers through his hair and pulled him closer. Aidan continued to kiss his way up her chest to her neck. One of his thumbs was still having its way with her nipple, but the other hand gently curved around the side of her neck. He placed another soft kiss to herlips.
“Tell me what you want,” he said quietly. On the screen behind his head, the movie was ending, the happy couple united on Christmas morning, kissing passionately in the middle of an inexplicably empty New York City street. Shae knew he couldn’t give her that movie kind of love. And she wasn’t even sure she was looking for that level ofromance.