Forrest picks up speed, rutting me into Claire and pressing her back into the mattress. The Alpha is groaning behind me and there are mixed whimpers of pleasure between Claire and I.
My breathing hitches. A tsunami of pleasure is weaving its way through my body as Forrest grabs my chin, turning my head as his teeth sink into my neck.
I gasp as slight pain tingles around me, but so much gratification, too. Spurts of cum jerk out of my cock into Claire, whose nails are digging into my skin. Forrest moans against my neck as he thrusts a few more times inside me before reaching orgasm.
It’s all too much as these unimaginable feelings flood me as the bond takes place, and I promptly pass out on top of my Omega.
I’m not sure how long I was out, but a strong arm is braced around my rib cage as Forrest holds my weight off of Claire.
“Fuck, I’m so sorry, sweetheart,” I say, looking down at Claire, who just gives me the happiest smile with tears in her eyes.
“It’s okay, more than okay,” she says, my softening cock still inside her, while my ass feels the loss of Forrest’s cock.
His arms are shaking as he holds my weight, and I regretfully have to pull out of Claire.
“Can you feel me down the bond?” she asks. “I can feel both of you. This is…it’s everything I ever hoped it would be.” This time tears fully stream down her face, happy ones, and I know that without a doubt because I can feel them.
I move my body to the left of her, collapsing as she wraps her arms around me. Forrest lands behind her, his strong arms wrapping around the both of us.
To be seen is to be loved, and I feel completely seen at this moment.
“It’s all I ever wanted too,” I tell her with a kiss to her head and a squeeze to Forrest’s hand.
“I love you both so much,” Forrest says.
“I love you too,” I tell him and when I look in Forrest’s eyes, it hits me. I think this is the first time he truly believes those words coming out of my mouth. “You feel it, right?”
“Yeah, I feel it,” he replies in the grittiest of voices.
“Would it be gross to not shower?” Claire says, and I sigh.
“Yes, sweetheart, it would be. I’m covered in cum and lube. I’ll shower you.”
“Thank goodness,” she says as we all head to the nest bathroom to shower.
All I can think is that this is the life and I’m the luckiest Beta who stepped foot on that godforsaken cruise ship.
Chapter 39
Elliot
I keep sayinghow I’ve matured and grown, but right about now I’m really doubting that I’ve grown much at all.
Deep down, I know this was the right call for each of Claire’s bondings to be intimate, and what she dreamed of was important to all of us.
Being patient, knowing that my Omega is being bonded by another man, still sends an ache through my chest. Even if I don’t actively dislike Forrest anymore, it still doesn’t make this any easier.
To bide my time and get my mind off Claire not being here with me, I jerk off twice, play some video games, get caught up on some work for clients that I missed, and just stare down the time on my phone. Is she going to want to bond me immediately after?
Her decision to bond us happened so fast and we didn’t get to talk about what the next steps were.
Maybe this is my penitence for taking forever to realize that I needed to get my head out of my ass and tell Claire how I felt. It wouldn’t even scratch the dent in the grovel she deserves.
I know I have a lot to make up for and that I have a lot of work to do in building up the foundation of this pack. ViewingForrest and Wells more like brothers, like family, has helped ebb a lot of my jealousy. Though, I don’t think the possessiveness over Claire will ever completely go away. I just need to keep it in check.
So that’s what I’m doing as I lie in bed. I put Claire’s needs first; I put the pack first and I make a list.
It’s everything I want to do to prove to Claire that I’m worthy of her bond, along with things I think we might enjoy as a pack. I get about halfway through the list, before sleep finally takes me.