I froze.
He took a shaky breath. “Don’t I get to see you?”
I looked down to where I still wore my jeans, though they hung open from where he’d unbuttoned them. “Is that…what you want?” God knew I didn’t want to push him in any way, but fuck…the thought of being naked against him almost sent me straight into an orgasm.
When Reid nodded, licking his lips, there was no way I would deny him of anything he asked for.
I got to my feet as he sat up on his elbows, and then I hooked my thumbs under the waist of my own boxer briefs and pushed them down, along with my jeans, over my hips, letting them both drop to the ground before kicking them away.
Then I went to move back onto the bed, but Reid held his hand up.
“Just stay right there for a minute,” he murmured as his eyes trailed over me. My heart hammered under his perusal; I’d never been so open and vulnerable under someone’s gaze before, had never had anyone ask to just look at me, not the way Reid waslooking at me. Like he wanted to memorize every inch, like my body held secrets he wanted to slowly uncover.
When his eyes met mine again, the affection I saw there had mixed with his yearning. “You’re beautiful.”
Beautiful.Me. This body of mine, imperfect and scarred, was somehow beautiful to this man, and it was then that I knew there’d be no holding back tonight, not for either of us.
With unsteady hands, I opened the drawer beside my bed and took out a bottle of lube and a condom and set them on top of the dresser. To his credit, Reid didn’t seem fazed by my assumption. In fact, as I climbed back onto the bed, he reached for the lube and condom and put them beside him on the mattress.
Ohfuck. He was ready, and we’d only just gotten started. I had to pinch the head of my cock to keep from coming right there on the spot, and when Reid noticed what I was doing, his nostrils flared.
“If you don’t want to come, you should’ve kept your jeans on,” he said, sitting up and moving my hand away so he could take a hold of my erection. Pre-cum beaded at the tip, and as he swirled his thumb over the head, my eyes practically rolled back in their sockets.
“Reid… Ah, shit,” I said, as he wrapped his hand around my length and began to jerk me off. My hips thrust forward of their own accord as I grabbed the back of Reid’s neck to hold on tight.
His hand was a fucking master; he knew exactly how hard, how long, and how to switch it up to bring me—and keep me—at the brink.
With a curse, I said, “Not yet,” and forced him onto his back before he could wring an orgasm out of me. My cock physically ached from the lack of his touch, but tonight wasn’t about me. No way. It was about the man beneath me, the one I’d fantasized about having in my bed for more months than I could rememberat that moment. He was there, legs spread, and looking up at me the way I’d always imagined. And then he said two words that had me moving into action.
“Ollie…please.”
I positioned myself between Reid’s thighs, my mouth watering at the sight of him spread out before me. Then I hooked my arms beneath his legs and brought his hips up to my mouth like a feast I was dying to devour.
Which I was.
As my mouth sank down over Reid’s cock, his hips jerked up, and the tip of his cock hit the back of my throat.
“Oh God, Ollie,” he said, clutching the bedspread. “OhGod.”
Oh God was right, because His. Fucking. Taste. There was nothing like it, decadent and spicy, my new favorite meal. As I pulled back, I made circles around the head of his cock with my tongue, teasing before I sucked him back between my lips. The satisfaction I got from feeling his erection swelling inside my mouth was like nothing I’d ever felt before. I made this man crazy. That was evident by the groans I pulled out of him and the way his fingers in my hair tightened to the point of pain. I knew he was getting close, but I couldn’t decide whether I wanted him to come down my throat or in my ass.
Luckily, Reid made that decision for me.
“Ollie,” he said, breathless. “I want…” He couldn’t get out the words, so he lifted the condom packet lying next to him, and when my eyes caught on that, I slid back up his length with apop.
I sat back on my heels. “Are you sure?”
“I’m very sure. I want to do this. I want to know what it feels like to be inside you.”
My eyes closed briefly, and when they opened, I knew he had to see the blazing inferno roaring inside them. “Then Reid?”
“Yes?”
“Put on the goddamn condom.”
With fumbling fingers, it took him a couple of tries to rip open the packet, but he managed to slide on the rubber on the first go. My ass clenched in anticipation of having him inside me, and I picked up the lube and flipped open the cap.
“Come here,” I said, and when he joined me, I poured the liquid into my palm and coated his dick. “You’re gonna need to use this. On me too.”