“Look, man, I told you,” I said. “I confessed. I apologized to Shiloh. I did my time.”
“Relax,” Ronan said, putting the truck in park. “I want to show you something.”
I must be crazy, I thought as I grabbed my bag of shit and followed Ronan to the complex. We took a set of stairs up to the second floor. The building had new cement, fresh paint on the doors. The corner unit was marked OFFICE.
Ronan unlocked the door from a set of keys and went inside. I followed more slowly. The place was small but clean, and the sink and appliances and shit looked new. The furniture too. Simple but nice.
Ronan jerked his chin past the living area that had a TV and everything. “Bedroom and bathroom down there.”
I frowned and checked it out. The bedroom was furnished, and the bathroom had shampoo and soap and all that. Not like anyone lived here but all new.
A strange feeling tightened my chest, making my eyes water. My heart started to pound. I came back out. Ronan was leaning against the small counter, arms crossed, his face blank.
“What is all this?” I demanded, hearing the whine in my voice—the tone that pissed my dad off so many times. “First food and then…this place. What are you playing at, Wentz?”
“I need a manager,” he said. “It’s an easy job. Mostly collecting rent. Fielding any requests for repairs and passing them to me. Keeping the laundry room maintained. Helping me handle tenants moving in or out, that kind of thing.”
My throat had gone dry, and the pizza and soda threatened to come back up. “You can do all that yourself.”
“I can,” he said. “But it’s better to have someone on-site to stay on top of things. The pay isn’t much, but rent and utilities are included.”
I stared. “Don’t fuck with me, Wentz,” I said, my voice trembling. “What are you saying? Are you…giving me a job?”
“And a place to live.” He leveled a finger at me. “But I have to protect these people, Dowd. I swear to fucking God, if you put them in jeopardy foranyreason… Onewhiffof trouble, and you’re out.”
“I wouldn’t,” I said quickly, my pulse crashing in my chest. “I never would. But, Ronan…Why?”
His flat gray eyes lost their hard glint. “Because I know what it’s like to have a dad who takes a sledgehammer to your entire life, smashing it to fucking pieces until there’s nothing left.” His gaze hardened again. “This is it, Frankie. This is your one shot. Take it or leave it.”
I looked around the apartment. Four walls and a ceiling. All mine, with no raging monster on the couch you had to sneak around, careful not to breathe too loud so he wouldn’t get pissed and take a swing…
I blinked and swallowed hard. “I’ll take it.”
Ronan extended his hand.
This was a dream. The headache meds torturing me. Any second, I was going to wake up back on the street…
But Ronan’s hand was strong and real, shaking mine.
“I put some food in your fridge to get you started. Not sure what you’d want,” he said, then nodded at an envelope on the small kitchen table. “That’s your first month’s pay plus some change if you want to do laundry.” He jerked his chin toward a cordless phone unit on the counter. “My cell number is on there. My business partner Hector’s too, if you can’t reach me. I’ll be back tomorrow to start showing you the ropes.”
“What does Shiloh think of all this?”
He smirked. “It was her idea.” He turned for the door.
“Ronan.”
“Yeah?”
I shook my head, the words to thank him sticking in my throat. Small and weak, like how I’d felt for so long. “I won’t let you down.”
“Good.”
He smiled a little and went out, shutting the door to my placebehind him. My place.
“Not yet,” I muttered. What Ronan had done for me went beyond words, and I didn’t deserve it.Not yet.But I could do a good job and earn it. I’d prove to him I wasn’t the worthless piece of shit my dad called me every day of my life.
Because what Ronan had given me was better than food or even a roof over my head and rarer too.