It happened way more than I wanted to admit. He's the only one who wanted to pursue more with me though. The only one who didn't getbored or tired of me after hanging out a few times. He made me feel good enough for a while before leaving me disappointed more than anyone else.
Nicolas will leave soon too. They all do. This is nothing more than a fun fling for him and it only feels real because I'm waking up in his bed. I moan when his hand drags back over my hip, slowly trailing toward my hole. He rubs over my dry pucker and my cheeks clench.
“Those damn sounds. Make some more for me. Let whoever could be outside right now hear what I'm doing to you. What only I'm allowed to do. Only me. Always me.”
Squirming between his body and hand, I let out a low whimper. He slides his hand slower down my body, gripping my cock between his fingers and rubs his mouth over my ear. “Touch your titties.”
Sucking in a breath, I roll my hard nubs between my fingers. I squeeze them a little as he lays kisses down my back, tracing my spine with his lips and blowing warm breath along the top of my crack. His fingers back away from my hole and the painful emptiness is soon replaced with his tongue.
I writhe between his tongue and hand. My sounds are so needy and desperate. I'm whimpering, moaning and cursing all at once with a growing smile on my face. No one's ever rimmed me before. I was always scared to ask any of my past partners, too worried I'd get flat out rejected after already having them all making me feel that way without words.
I don't have that problem now. I feel like I have the world at my feet. Like I could ask this man anything right now he'd do with zero hesitation. It's all the endorphins I'm sure but I decide to lean into them, remaining delusional as I shake from the eccentric current buzzing through me.
“You taste so good. This pretty cunt is loving getting eaten out. Mmmm…look at you clinging to me and tugging me in deeper.”
He licks deeper, his tongue twisting and turning before a finger is being added. I kick my feet, flailing against the mattress and he kisses the insideof my thighs, his finger staying buried in me as another joins it. “I need you wetter.”
“I…mm yeah okay.” I don't even know what I'm saying or agreeing to anymore but my head is bobbing, body going pliant as he flips me to my stomach. He licks inside me again and then shoves a wet finger in me, spreading me apart when a second digit goes past my tight entrance. He moves his hand up and down, more lube pouring over my ass, the cold liquid causing my thighs to tremble.
He's no longer being gentle when he plunges into me faster and hard, causing my legs to spread further apart. “Ohhh,” I say, biting the sheets and pushing my head against the flipped over pillow.
“I'm going to fuck you now. I've waited so long. So have you. Neither of us have a reason to anymore.”
“Yes,” I say. “No condom.”
“You sure?” His words are rough in my ear.
“Yeah. I…I want your cum inside me. I want you to use it to fuck me again after my nap.”
He laughs, kissing my back. “Okay, baby. No condom. I haven't been with anyone in a long time and have been tested since.”
“I…me too. I'm negative and always used protection.”
“Good. I wasn't worried.”
His fingers scissor in me some more and he pries my legs apart to fit his body between them. Skin slaps skin, and then his cock head is pressed to my entrance. He rocks back and forth, his moans drowning out my own.
“Fuck. You already feel so good, little bo. Your other viewers don't get this. They never will either.”
“No. Only you,” I rasp, body arching as he shoves himself all the way in me in one thrust.
My muscles tense and I gasp when he pulls out to push himself back in. My next sounds are muffled as I bury my face in the mattress, ass pressing back as he grinds against me with his punishing thrusts.
“So so good and so so mine.”
“Yours,” I move my face to say before going back to biting the sheets.
“All mine. Always mine. I've already decided you were the moment I saw you but wasn't ready to admit it to myself. I need you to hear it though. I need you and everyone else to know.”
I roll my hips, knees digging into the bed as he fucks me harder. He has me pinned so tightly to the mattress, making me feel everything he said. I squirm beneath him, pleasure spiraling and running ramped inside me.
“Nick,” I say, my cock smashing between my body at the bed, the friction adding to the other wonderful sensations running through me.
My body grows desensitized and the sounds we make together are so fucking filthy. Wet, sloppy and squelching.
“Come for me, baby. I can feel how close you are. Come for me, little bo.”
That's all it takes for me to lose all control and my hole pulsates, cock spraying the sheets with whatever cum I have left in me. I laugh into the sheets, my face sliding from side to side, and then I'm sent into overdrive when he slams back into me, his movements off kilter and too fucking much. He shakes before his orgasm has him locking in place. Heavy breathing fills the room and he ruts forward one more time as if to milk every last bit he has for me inside my ass.