Sheep Finder:I sure hope you mean that, because I’m going to hold you to your word.
“I do,” I murmur, stroking my nipples.
Sheep Finder:You like giving those titties attention, don’t you? Will you be touching them while I wreck your mouth.
“If that’s what you want.”
Sheep Finder:It’s what you want too. Look how high your voice goes. I bet you like it more when someone else does it.
“I . . . I don’t know. Maybe.”
Sheep Finder:No one’s ever touched you there before?
Shaking my head, I’m unable to stop myself from giving him so much. No idea why, but I want to give him everything right now. “No one ever cared to. My ex-boyfriend avoided my chest completely.”
Sheep Finder:His loss. No wonder you come off so deprived. You needed so much more than he was willing to give.
“And you think you could give me that?” I rasp.
Sheep Finder:Oh, I know I can. Now hold three fingers up for me.
I do as he says, and he types before stopping. When the dots bounce again, I’m not prepared for what he writes next.
Sheep Finder:You need something bigger than that. Longer and thicker. I’m going to send you a gift.
“I don’t have a PO box.”
Sheep Finder:Don’t worry, I have other ways of making sure it gets to you.
My heart pounds. He’s not being serious, is he? All part of his game, I’m sure. This is all a game. It’s not real for either of us.
“So, no sucking my fingers today?”
Sheep Finder:Oh, you still will, but not in that chair. I want you on the bed, on your back and head propped on a pillow while you spread your legs and give me a peek at that hole.
My skin tingles. “Okay. I just need to adjust my camera.” I shut it off while I move the desk in front of my makeshift bed on the floor. I grab my remote and climb backwards on the mattress, not turning my camera back on until I’m lying back on three pillows, my head lifting enough for him to see my face. Seeing the screen isn’t as easy as before, but with how large my monitor is, I’m able to make out the words enough, especially after I enlarged the chat box.
Sheep Finder:Look at you. So eager to please me. So hungry for more attention. My attention. Others can watch all they want but only I’ll get to have you.
“Yeah. Only you.” I play along, spreading my legs and pointing my chin down.
Sheep Finder:Take off those pink panties. I want to see all of you. I want you fully naked so I can see how far those freckles and that flush goes.
Arousal spirals through me and I sit up long enough to pull off my panties. I toss them to the floor, along with my robe, as I lie back and open my legs wider, tugging at my cock.
Sheep Finder:Perfect. That’s it, beauty. Give yourself what you need while also giving me something too. Such a sight you are.
My legs tremble as I palm myself harder, sliding my body up and down, hooking my heels into the mattress.
Sheep Finder:Those three fingers are now my cock, and I want you to swipe that pretty tongue over my tip.
Snaking out my tongue, I lift my hand closer to my mouth and lick along the tips of my nails. My eyes shut and I lick at them again, adding a little suction this time. My moans fill the room and I buck up into my hand, opening my eyes to his next message.
Sheep Finder:Do that again. Suck my head gently, using your teeth as little as possible.
I slide my fingers a little into my mouth and suck when he tells me to lap at him. He has me darting my fingers in and out of my mouth, speeding up the deeper they go. I hit my throat as far back as I can, only choking a little, wishing they were really him. I bet any man would do at this point, though. The loneliness inside me is surfacing, and I know what I feel isn’t about him. What I’m craving is what I’m getting and not the person giving it to me. At least that's what I keep telling myself.
Sheep Finder:Look at those muscles in your neck tightening. That throat is like a fucking vise, isn’t it baby? You haven’t had anything down there in a while. Don’t worry. soon I’ll be able to keep you stretched for me and you’ll always be ready. Your slutty hole too.