I’m not too good at saying what I think to anyone, let alone Sevan, because he makes my brain go mental the moment he’s near.
But I can kiss him back.
It’s all I think I’m capable of right now.
I groan a little too loudly as his tongue slides on mine, hot and slick. I snake my hands up his back until I bury my fingers in his hair, and he clutches my waist hard.
When he slides his tongue along mine it almost feels like he’s fucking me, like the first time he took my mouth with his cock.
Better than that,I realize as another current ripples through my body.
I break for a second and rest my forehead on his again. I feel greedy being this close to him, like I need to steal this moment forever and etch it into my memory.
Both of us just breathe for a second. I ignore the gravitational pull he’s exerting on me.
There’s so much I could say.
Wanted this so badly.
Took you long enough to kiss me like that.
Kiss me again, before I fucking disintegrate into the floor?
I don’t say a word. My heart slams in my chest. I’m so close to his face I can see every freckle, every slicked curve of his lips, and his fingers brush along my back, moving higher.
“I don’t usually do things like this,” he murmurs, stroking his fingers through my hair.
“I know you don’t.”
He hums softly and moves to kiss my cheek, trailing down until he’s nuzzling in the crook of my neck.
Stay there. Just… stay.
“Were you having trouble sleeping alone?” he asks me.
I swallow past a dryness in my throat. “Yes,” I say softly. “I was. I’m not great at sleeping in new places.”
“You’re always so honest with me.”
“Sorry.”
“No. I love it. I can come help you get to sleep,” he murmurs.
He exhales and his warm breath near my skin just makes me want his mouth again. “We can’t… do anything.”
He brings his hand to my jaw, cradling it. “What, do you think I’m going to fuck you in my old bedroom, Knox?”
“Shh,” I tell him, bringing a hand up to put my fingers over his mouth.
He kisses them as I slide my fingers away, and when I see his smile I can’t help but smile, too.
I’m crazy.
I’m absolutely cooked.
“Scared someone’s going to wake up?” he whispers.
“Last thing we need is Niko coming in here right now. I’m too tired to explain anything.”