Page 94 of Once You Go Growly

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Inside the town hall, the air hums with unfinished arguments. Chairs scrape. Papers shuffle. No one waits for formalities this time.

“We reconvened because the assumptions we made this morning no longer hold,” Councilman Price says, rubbing his temples. “Events have accelerated.”

“That’s one way to put it,” Sarah mutters from the second row.

Mrs. Peterson clears her throat. “We can’t keep pretending the preserve is just land management. People were hurt because we chose not to ask questions.”

A murmur of agreement moves through the room — not unanimous, but real.

“So what are we actually voting on?” Frank asks. “Because transparency sounds nice, but it has consequences.”

“Yes,” I say evenly. “It does.”

The council chair exhales. “The motion on the floor is full disclosure going forward. No more quiet decisions. No more relocation without explanation. Anything that affects the town gets addressed publicly.”

Silence stretches. Then, one by one, hands rise.

Not because they’re certain.

Because they’re done pretending certainty is required before doing the right thing.

After the meeting ends,I take Ellie’s hand and I walk her slowly back to the inn.

"When you were a kid," I ask as we move down the sidewalk, "and your parents told you not to go near the forest—was it because they trusted you to make good choices, or because they didn't?"

"Because they didn't want to explain what was actually out there." Her smile turns wry. "Turns out 'because I said so' and 'for your own good' are remarkably similar strategies."

The parallel hits like cold water. Every pack law I've enforced without explanation. Every decision I've made in closed sessions, presenting conclusions without revealing the reasoning. Every time I've prioritized compliance over understanding.

"I've been leading like my father did." The realization settles heavy in my chest. "Like his father before him. Keep the information close, make the hard choices, present them as inevitable."

"And how did that work out?"

I think of the Henderson property. Of decades of disappeared people. Of threats that grew stronger in the dark while we maintained careful silence.

"It created exactly what we were trying to prevent."

Ellie nods, not gloating over the admission but acknowledging it. "Control and care aren't the same thing. Even when they wear similar uniforms."

My phone buzzes. Report from the perimeter team. Movement confirmed but not yet identified. Standard protocol would be to extract Ellie immediately, relocate her somewhere I deem safe while the pack handles the threat.

Instead, I show her the message.

"What do you want to do?"

She reads it twice, processing. "I want to know what we're dealing with. And I want to be part of deciding how to handle it."

Thewelands differently this time. Not her deferring to my expertise, but genuine partnership. The kind that requires me to trust her judgment as much as she trusts mine.

"That means staying visible. Staying engaged." I meet her eyes. "It means I can't promise to keep you safe."

"I'm not asking you to. I'm asking you to keep me informed."

For the first time, I allow myself to imagine what a real partnership with my mate might look like. A future where leadership doesn't mean carrying every burden alone. Where protection doesn't require control. Where partnership means something other than one person making all the dangerous choices while the other waits to be told the outcome.

The thought is terrifying and exhilarating in equal measure.

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