Page 74 of Once You Go Growly

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Another line, another choice recorded. I'm not writing to blame—I'm writing to ensure these decisions exist in the record, acknowledged rather than buried.

"This isn't about judgment," I tell them. "It's about making sure we understand the full cost of our choices going forward."

My shoulder aches as I shift positions, but I don't stop writing. Healing happens in many ways—sometimes through rest, sometimes through purpose. Right now, purpose feels more necessary than comfort.

"The creature's adaptation to transparency," I add aloud, "suggests previous containment strategies relied on secrecy as a foundational element."

"Meaning?" Mara asks.

"Meaning honesty might be our most effective weapon." I close the notebook carefully. "But only if we commit to it completely."

I watchthe first crack appear in the diner's morning routine when Janet sets down my coffee without the usual pleasantries. She lingers instead, wiping the same spot on the counter three times before speaking.

"Those marks you found in the forest," she says quietly. "My grandmother used to warn us about similar patterns near the old mill."

The conversation at the next table stops mid-sentence. Two men I recognize from the hardware store lean closer, no longer pretending they weren't listening.

"What kind of warnings?" I ask, keeping my voice level.

Janet glances around, then meets my eyes directly. "The kind that kept children indoors after dark. The kind that made grown men change their hunting routes." She pauses, her fingers still working the cloth. "The kind we stopped talking about because talking made it feel too real."

One of the men at the neighboring table clears his throat. "My father mentioned something similar. Said there were... incidents... that never made it into any official reports."

The other man nods slowly. "Mine too. Always figured it was old superstition until…" He stops, looks at me, then continues anyway. "Until people started disappearing in patterns that matched the stories."

I pull out my notebook, and nobody tells me to put it away. The absence of that familiar resistance feels significant.

"How long have people been connecting these dots privately?" I ask.

"Decades," Janet admits. "But connecting dots in your head and saying it out loud are different things. Especially when the people who are supposed to protect you are the same ones asking you to stay quiet."

The bell above the diner door chimes, and Thomas Reed enters. He spots me immediately, approaches without the nervous energy that marked our previous interactions.

"I owe you an apology," he says, sliding into the booth across from me. "And an explanation."

The diner has gone completely silent now, but it's not the oppressive quiet I've grown used to. It's the kind of silence that precedes truth.

"I knew about the missing files," Thomas continues. "I knew because I helped remove them. Thirty years ago, when I was young and stupid and thought protecting the town meant protecting its secrets."

Janet sets down another coffee cup without being asked. "We all made those choices," she says. "Some of us just made them louder than others."

I look around the diner, at faces that no longer avoid my gaze. The scrutiny I feel now is different from what I experienced in New York. There, attention felt like exposure, like being caughtin a spotlight that revealed every flaw. Here, being watched feels like being measured—not for entertainment, but for substance.

"Some people think you brought trouble here," Thomas says bluntly. "Others think you just shined a light on trouble that was already festering."

"And what do you think?"

He considers this seriously. "I think trouble doesn't care whether we acknowledge it or not. But the people who survive it usually do."

The bell over the diner door rings again, but this time it doesn’t settle the room. Conversations don’t resume. People don’t return to their plates. The silence lingers, brittle and alert, like the town itself is listening for something it’s spent decades pretending not to hear.

I close my notebook, fingers lingering on the cover. No one asks now what I’m going to do with what I’ve written. No one warns me to be careful. They already know.

Outside, the air feels wrong—too still, like the pause before a storm decides where it’s going to break. My phone vibrates before I can fully register it. It’s Caleb.

We’re seeing movement.

I don’t ask where. I don’t ask what kind. The answer is already forming in my bones, a low, instinctive certainty that the thing we’ve dragged into the light is done waiting. I respond.