Page 24 of Once You Go Growly

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Adrenaline strips away any remnants of hesitation, leaving behind a rawness that feels both liberating and terrifying. All my thoughts —those fleeting seconds of doubt— narrow instinctively to one singular focus.

Ellie.

It is as if the world around me has faded into a blurring backdrop; nothing else matters but the urgent need to reach her. The hunt isn’t merely out in the shadows tonight; it marks its path with an unmistakable trajectory focused directly toward her.

And in this moment, I know without hesitation that I must be there first.

The sharp realization strikes like a thunderclap in quiet skies. My denial, masqueraded as caution, is a veil torn away. Hoping circumstance would right its course is not a strategy; it's a coward's refuge. I stop, standing rigid, absorbing the sting of recognition; I've been deceiving myself.

This realization is a cold splash, drawing me out of comfortable ignorance, and my feet are again pounding the earth. Delay is no longer a safeguard but a gamble, precarious and fraught with danger. The wolf beneath my skin stirs, protesting the danger that threatens what it values most.

Reaching the inn, I watch from my post, obscured by the trees and the night's protective cover. I track the play of light and shadow from Ellie's room. Her lights blink off, subdued by darkness, one by one, till they leave her submerged in shadow.

The ordinary nature of it makes my chest tighten. Darkness isn’t dangerous by itself—but it’s very good at hiding things.

The desire to be alongside her is irresistible, almost a physical ache. There's nothing logical about wanting to stand vigil at her side, no intention to intervene or explain, only presence sought—not as noble heroism but elemental urge. My wolf strains against restraint, the bond tightening like an ever-nearing noose.

Down boy. You know she’s your mate. She doesn’t know she’s yours. We can’t just crawl into bed with her and expect her not to start screaming bloody murder.

A lone owl’s echo rides the air, a single note of wisdom offered by midnight’s bookkeeper. The weight of that wisdom presses heavy, reminding me that knowledge without action is resignation, and resignation is too dangerous a state.

In this space between longing and obligation, I choose action, futures shifting underfoot. Moving swiftly and silently, I close the gap between safe and vulnerable, calling upon thehoned instincts sharpened by countless nights under moonlit rule.

The inn waits ahead—a quiet sentinel speaking safety but not security. Against the canvas of darkness, her windows stand closed, shunning intrusion. There, comfort falsely promises sanctuary; I offer only vigilance against that vulnerabilty, without brushing warmth or intrusion.

I’ve crossed a line I can’t uncross.

Waiting any longer would be the same as choosing the wrong outcome.

This realization settles in my mind. Ellie isn't just brushing against danger; she's enveloped by its chill. The lines formed when she arrived have intertwined, closing her distance from peril without a sound.

In the sheriff's office,Moonhaven's quiet doesn't diminish the seriousness. Worn records scattered across the desk peel away layers from stories buried by whispering generations.

Now, Ellie’s name is inscribed in a way I never expected.

I don’t like seeing her name in my files. It means I failed to keep this theoretical.

The room feels too small to hold the weight of inevitability. I rise, footsteps methodical yet driven, needing space to breathe through my decision. My responsibility is no longer abstract; it clings to her name like a vow.

Evening shadows lengthen across the square like regrets. I step into the cool air, my need to find her as tangible as the autumn scent in the breeze. I can't hesitate—the wrong questions are now daggers poised above her.

My wolf hums beneath my skin, instincts sharp and guiding. There's little left to restrain; anxieties are fueled by urgency toprotect. Her safety is paramount—the bond thrums, tying my resolve to hers.

Partly resistant, I make one quick call—the pack informed, subtle warnings moving through familiar channels. We may not make fanfare, but our protection is as old as the town's founding.

My boots carry me swiftly, flickering streetlamps witnesses to unfolding events. Approaching her lodging, the night whispers, the town's eyes feigning indifference while recognizing the urgency in my movements. She probed the wrong things, stirring dust that threatens fraying alliances cloaked in civility.

The inn stands solid, lamps casting gentle halos against the night. I halt just shy of her window, breathing in. Moonhaven’s quiet envelops me, disturbed only by small shifts of shadows.

Ellie.

Whatever this connection is, it’s done pretending to stay quiet.

In one practiced motion, I knock urgently.

“Ellie,” I call sharply.

A pause stretches tightly, followed by movement. Familiar sounds emerge, then she opens the door, curiosity tempered by alertness. “Sheriff?”