Page 22 of Once You Go Growly

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Cryptic much?

"That was vague and mysterious," I remark, dismissing his caution with a lilt meant to dull the sharpness of unsaid fears. "I could say the same for most places, Thomas. But you seem to know more."

"Books," Thomas replies, voice low, "they tell stories, truths disguised as tales. Some histories favor silence."

Silence… disguises… secrets. Everyone here is a weird soothsayer, and they’re all spewing the same backhanded hint: STOP SNOOPING.

It’s as though he's making a show of squeezing wisdom into the corners where clarity should be. Stepping closer, I try to decipher whether his stilted language is charm or an inability to grasp reality fully.

He watches me from behind those spectacles. "Sometimes digging reveals more than one intends to learn."

"I think I'll take my chances," I counter, brushing his warning aside like an unwelcome guest. "A thick skin helps."

That’s the second time you’ve said that in a week. Do you need a new moisturizer?

Thomas glances around conspiratorially, voice dropping further. "Risk and yield entwine here. Sometimes... it's better to walk away... unknowing."

"You say that," I pause, "like one of those doomsayers predicting rain on a sunny day."

His expression tightens, reflecting not annoyance but a profound resignation. "Just—a suggestion, dear girl."

I interpret his concern as misplaced worry rather than sage advice, akin perhaps to an elder wincing at youthful exuberance without shared context. It's unsettling in its ambiguity, prompting my journalistic instincts to anticipate nervous embellishments.

"Thank you, Thomas. I'll keep that in mind," I offer, retreating with insincere reassurance.

The library doorssigh shut behind me as I step back onto the street, the afternoon alive with echoes of unreadable glances and whispers that linger.

Ok, I can’t possibly be imagining it at this point. Next thing I know they’ll all be laughing and pointing. If I was wearing a skirt, I’d think I must’ve tucked it into my pantyhose.

Thomas’s words cycle through my mind—unwanted, misunderstood—and I'm left grasping an intangible, uneasy truth that I can’t quite grasp to get a good look at.

Or assess if it might be a threat.

The room settlesinto evening’s hush, shadows draping over my rented sanctuary like old shawls. After a day soaked in deflected questions and scrutinizing glances, I’m finally shedding resilience like a tired coat. The bed is too soft, too welcoming, tempting me with promises of sleep that’s both sweet and elusive.

But then, a faint rustle disrupts the silence. Indistinct and just a breath against the walls, it hooks my senses awake. I freeze, an unmoving silhouette in the dark, ears straining against the muted background hum of late-autumn crickets.

What was that?

The instinct to ignore it tugs at the same fibers woven from years of craving invisibility—an ingrained, protective reflex. Yet, curiosity stirs with a silent, undeniable beckon that is impossible to ignore once another muted creak cracks through the room like an explosion.

The evening's earlier encounter replays, bringing Caleb's controlled voice to the forefront: "My aim is protection."

I laugh softly, a sound barely brushing the darkness. "Overprotective instincts, perhaps," I murmur to no one, because talking to myself feels saner than listening, waiting.

As moments stretch, silence blankets the absence of further disruptions. My mind sketches possibilities in the shadows, each more innocuous than the last. A branch, restless in the wind. A stray animal seeking refuge. It's too tentative for an intruder, I reason—or am I rationalizing?

I shuffle to the window, my sleepwear a poor barrier against the chill. There’s nothing amiss among the scenery; the world outside is an undisturbed pencil sketch. Moonlight spills its pale weight across the sleepy street, painting just enough detail to confirm safety, not suspicion.

A glint catches my eye just then, a flash in the corner by the hedge. I squint, pressing closer to the glass. There’s nothing. A figment birthed by imagination then stolen away by common sense.

"Maybe keep calmer," I whisper, humor lacing the idea.

The night hums ironically around me, as if agreeing, despite its complicit secrecy.

Gently, I retreat from the window, letting the heavier comfort of another potential distraction weigh on my mind. I can’t help but wonder if Caleb’s observation, or lack thereof, is justified. Protective or not, this town drizzles mystery like rain through the rooftops, each drop baiting a lingering curiosity.

Turning from the glass, I lower myself onto the mattress. It hugs me anew as I close my eyes, taunted by an imagination that refuses to sleep.