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Ellie grins and waves a dirt-covered hand in my direction.

"She's got you completely wrapped around her finger," Rowan observes.

"Yeah," I agree, waving back.

The bond settleslike morning fog lifting—not with fanfare, but with the quiet certainty of sunrise. I stand at the edge of Main Street, watching Ellie emerge from the bakery with coffee and what looks like heated debate about proper croissant technique still animating her gestures. Janet waves through the window, grinning.

No surge of power marks this moment. No mystical transformation or ceremonial weight. Just the simple recognition that every piece of myself—wolf, man, Alpha, partner—finally points in the same direction. The bond isn't something I carry anymore. It's something I inhabit.

"Lurking again?" Ellie says, approaching with that particular tilt to her mouth that means she's caught me being obvious. "Very conspicuous lurking, I might add. The whole 'broodingsheriff' thing loses its mystique when you're standing next to a mailbox shaped like a golden retriever."

I glance down at said mailbox. Mrs. Johnson’s artistic contribution to the neighborhood. "I was observing."

"Stalking."

"Monitoring."

"Creeping." She hands me the second coffee cup, steam curling between us. "Definitely creeping."

The ease of it strikes me—this back and forth that requires no translation, no careful parsing of what she means versus what she's willing to say. Not that long ago, I would have catalogued every micro-expression, searching for signs of retreat or discomfort. Now I simply listen.

"How'd the croissant summit go?"

"Very heated. Apparently there are strong feelings about butter temperature in this town." She sips her coffee, eyes bright with the kind of engagement that comes from belonging somewhere. "Also, I may have accidentally agreed to judge the autumn bake-off."

"Brave woman."

"Foolish woman. Do you know how seriously people take their pie crusts around here?"

I do, actually. Last year's competition nearly ended in a flour-based assault. But watching Ellie navigate Moonhaven's quirks with genuine amusement rather than polite tolerance feels like witnessing something precious take root.

The wolf in me recognizes completion not as conquest but as coming home. Every protective instinct, every possessive urge, every moment of desperate restraint—all of it resolves into something simpler. She's mine. I'm hers. The bond doesn't demand management anymore. It simply is.

"What's that look?" Ellie asks.

"What look?"

"The one that makes me think you're about to say something either very romantic or very wolfish."

Both, probably. But the words that come are neither grand gesture nor territorial claim. Just truth, spoken plainly in the middle of an ordinary Tuesday morning.

"I love watching you belong here."

39

ELLIE

The grocery list sticks to my refrigerator with a magnet shaped like a pine tree—something I bought without thinking twice about whether I'd be here long enough to use it. Milk, eggs, the good coffee beans from the place on Main Street where Mrs. Henderson always asks about my latest article without that careful politeness people use when they're not sure if they should know you.

I add lightbulbs to the list and realize I've been writing in this kitchen for three weeks without once wondering if I'm overstaying my welcome.

"You planning to reorganize my entire spice cabinet while you're at it?"

Caleb leans against the doorframe, coffee mug in hand, watching me rearrange his herbs and spices with the kind of fond exasperation that comes from knowing someone well enough to predict their quirks.

"Your oregano was alphabetically confused. It's fixed now."

"Alphabetically confused."