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Anna’s intense reaction has piqued everyone’s interest, but she waves off the inquiries with a dismissive gesture. “Let’s just say I’ve had enough of his type. All show and no substance.” She huffs a heavy sigh, then turns her attention back to her phone. “Anyway, we’re not here to talk about my personal grudges. I was just curious ifLilywas aware.”

“I’ll ask London about it,” Lily offers with a shrug, but her gaze flits to mine for a moment and this time, I’m sure of the look I receive. There’s a hint of something hidden in their depths and she thinks I know something.

Do I know something?

“Cool.” Anna offers a curt nod. Under her breath, she mutters, “Then I’ll know whether or not I need to plan a trip to Fiji that weekend.”

We all shoot her a confused glance, but Tasia claps her hands together. “Alright, ladies, let’s get down to business. Tonight’s discussion is about‘Whispers of Desire’by Isabella Hartley. Everyone finished?”

Vivian, always the first to dive into book discussions if she can steer it toward the steamy sex, leans forward, her eyes alight. “I loved it. The chemistry between the main characters was off-the-charts hot. And that scene in the rain? Whew! Who wouldn’t love that?

I chuckle, sipping my wine. “It was pretty steamy. Hartley really knows how to write sexual tension.”

Lily nods in agreement, her expression thoughtful. “It’s not just the physical stuff she nails, though. The emotional depth she brings to her characters ... It’scompelling.”

Tasia nods, her fingers tracing the book’s cover. “I appreciated the subplot with the heroine’s career. It wasn’t just a love story—it was about her journey, too.”

Anna, now more relaxed, chimes in. “True. And the way Hartley portrayed Brock’s vulnerability?Thatwas refreshing. Not all ambition and no heart—orbrains,” she adds with a huff.

“Like a guy with heart, huh?” Vivian teases, then hides her grin behind a sip of wine.

Anna shoots Vivian a glare, but there’s a hint of amusement in her eyes. “Yeah, well, who doesn’t appreciate a little depth in their characters, right?”

“Depth, huh?” Vivian continues, wiggling her eyebrows suggestively.

Anna shakes her head and continues to scroll through her phone.

The discussion meanders through various aspects of‘Whispers of Desire,’from character development to plot twists. I find myself joining in, laughing, and sharing opinions, yet part of me is still preoccupied with thoughts of Adam.

Midway through the conversation, Lily, with her innate ability to observe and reflect, subtly shifts the topic.

“Sometimes, we see what we want to see in people,” she says thoughtfully, her eyes meeting mine for a moment. “We paint them in the colors of our past experiences—for better or worse.”

Her words resonate with me, echoing my own conflicted feelings. It’s as if she’s peering right into my soul, seeing the turmoil I’ve been wrestling with.

Tasia nods, leaning back in her chair. “True. We can get so caught up in our own narratives that we forget to see the person right in front of us. Daniel would say I’ve been known to do that.”

Lily chimes in, her voice gentle. “It’s a delicate balance, isn’t it? Trusting your instincts while giving someone new a fair chance. How are things with Daniel, by the way?”

Tasia offers a small one-sided shrug. “The same.”

Lily’s expression turns thoughtful and it’s clear there’s more understanding between the two of them than what the rest of us are privy to.

“Is Daniel your boyfriend?” I ask, since this is the first time his name’s been brought up.

Tasia practically snorts into her wine. “No, not for a long time.”

“Daniel’s Tasia’s husband,” Lily offers with a smile.

“Oh,” I say, nodding in understanding.

Though, why it’s taken me four months of meeting weekly to come to that understanding, makes me think things are not going stellar in their relationship.

Anna, now looking up from her phone, adds, “Relationships are complicated. Sometimes what you think you know about someone—or how you feel—it changes over time.”

Vivian nods, her voice more of a whisper than I’ve ever heard from her. “And sometimes, you realize that the person you thought you knew never really existed. They were just a figment of your imagination.”

Anna drops her phone looking impressed, though she doesn’t say so.