And then I truly take her.
The sound of our bodies moving together is rough and vulgar and hot. It’s pure fucking but there’s still an element of love making between us. There always will be.
Irina shows her trust in me as she closes her eyes and lets me have my way with her. No resisting. I’m not deserving of her but I don’t care. She’s mine and that’s all that matters.
“Play with your breasts,” I growl as I grip her thighs around my waist tighter. Irina does as I command. When her hands tighten on her breasts, she lets out a soft moan that makes me drive into her harder. Her moan gets caught in her throat. Fuck. I love this woman.
“Nik,” she gasps out. “Please.”
“You need this, baby?”
“Yes!”
I thrust into her harder. My hands are gripping her thighs so tightly, she might bruise. I ease off but she quickly shakes her head.
“I need this,” she says. “All of it.” The darkness and the light.
I tighten my hold and fuck her with everything I have inside of me. Nothing held back. No more secrets. No more shame. Just us, open and honest with each other.
“Please,” she gasps. “Please.” Her eyes look right into mine, desperation there. Lust and fear. The perfect combination.
“Yes, baby. I’ve got you. I’ve always got you.”
When I drive my hips into her again, it sends her over the edge. She moans my name as she comes. It spurs me on and I thrust into her once, twice, and then three times more before I find my own release.
“Fuck, baby,” I groan. “Irina.” My hands press onto the bed to keep my weight off her but Irina doesn’t hesitate to pull me down onto the bed with her. Our limbs become entangled together.
“I love hearing you say my name,” she admits. “When you…”
“You can’t even say it, baby? After everything we’ve shared?”
“I still have more growing up to do. But I know I’ll get there in time. With you at my side.”
“I’m never leaving you.”
She inhales sharply. “I never knew I would find the love of my life the way I did. You forced me to marry you and I was so angry. But now… Now I love you. Is that messed up?”
“We’re the mafia, Irina. Our entire world is fucked up. It’s filled with darkness. I know I forced you into a marriage with me but I’ll never regret it. Not after I made you mine. That’s what you’ll always get with me. I may not be perfect but I am me.”
“And I love you for it. Even if how we started wasn’t normal.”
“For our world it is. I was just talking to Maksim about a possible arranged marriage for him. Our live is politics and darkness. It’s not easy. But I know having you by my side makes it easier. You give me something to fight for.”
“But I’m also your weakness.”
I cup her face and give her a tender kiss. “You’re not my weakness, Irina. You’ve made me stronger. You’ve made me open up and realize I can have more than I ever thought possible.”
“But people will use me against you.”
“Not if I can help it. But if you’re my weakness, am I yours too?”
She thinks on it for a moment before smiling. It lights up her entire face. “I guess you are now. That means we love each other. And that I’m happy. That’s all I’ve wanted in life. To be happy and safe. My father tried to take it from me but you’ve given that to me. So thank you.”
“Let’s just focus on us. No worries. I’ll always try my best to protect you. I just want to be happy too.”
She links our hands together. “Then let’s be happy together.”
Nothing has ever sounded better in my entire life.
The End