He places me onto my back again and truly claims me. His thrusts are powerful and strong, without mercy, but it’s because he knows I can handle it. I can handle a lot, I’ve discovered about myself.
“You make me so hard,” he grits out. He’s trying to hold back, I realize. He’s trying to let me find my release first. It only makes me love him more.
I moan when he sinks into me deeper.
“Fuck, baby. I love hearing you moan. Scream my name when you come for me. I need to hear it.”
“Nik,” I gasp out, clutching his strong arms.
“Come for me, Irina. Now, baby. Now.”
His command is just what I need to find my release.
“Nik,” I moan for him as I come, shuddering and trembling.
It only takes him one more thrust into me before he comes next. His breath tickles my neck when he rests his face there. I grab onto his back tighter, never wanting to let him go.
“You need to know,” I say into his ear. “I love you. I really do.”
He lifts his head to meet my eyes. “I’ve loved you for a long time now, baby.”
“Really?” I have to blink back to the tears that threaten to spill out.
“Yes. You have me, Irina. In a way no one else ever has before. You’re it for me.”
“And you’re it for me.”
“Good.” His eyes darken. “Because you know I’m never letting you go.”
“I know. And I don’t want you to let me go. I know I’m safe with you, even if your life puts us both in danger. It’s not ideal but it’s what I need. I need to be with you. There’s no one else I want to be with.”
He slips out of me. I can’t help but wince slightly. Nik has taken me hard a few times now. I think it will always be that way and yet, I like it. I like his darkness mixed with his light.
It’s a heady combination.
He slips his hand between my legs, cupping me. I gasp. I’m so tender and sore but it also feels so good. “Feel my cum inside of you. I want to know that I’ve claimed every part of you.”
I gasp when he runs his fingers along my sensitive nub. My hips rise up to meet his hand. “I’m too sore.”
“This is to make you feel good, baby. To thank you for saving my life.” He flicks and rubs my clit perfectly. “I know you can come for me again.”
My legs clamp down on his forearm, keeping him in place. His fingers are like magic as they run over my nub. He knows just how to touch me to make me wild.
I arch my back and moan as he pleasures me with his hand. Nik gazes down at me with lust and darkness… but also with love. With gentleness.
“Nik,” I gasp out when my second orgasm hits me. It’s not as powerful as my first but it’s just as good. Just as perfect.
“God, baby. I love you. Now that I’ve said it, I’m not sure I’ll ever be able to stop.”
“I love you too. I don’t think I can stop either.”
He chuckles as he draws me into his arms and we lay on the bed together. Our naked bodies sweaty. Spent but worth it. We survived death together. Nothing can get between us ever again.
“You make me happy,” I admit.
“Even though I scared you at first?”
“You really did but that was just because I didn’t know you. But you’ve been honest with me about who you are. My father never was. You were telling me exactly who you are from the beginning. I just had to listen.”