Sex with Talon was a punishment and reward wrapped into one, and my body responded greedily to everything he gave me.Fear mixed with excitement, degradation with lust, discomfort with gratification. The contradiction of every emotion and sensation was like a drug, and I was hooked. Sprinkle in Ryker’s filthy words of praise, and it was intoxicating perfection.
“Kitten, you look so fucking hot when you cum. I’ll remember how much you like having those little nipples pinched. I’m sure Talon has some clamps lying around for them,” Ryker said, looking down at me, before directing his attention to his pack mate. “I told you she liked pain, Tally. You’re going to have so much fun with her. I bet she would let you do all kinds of depraved things. Wouldn’t you, Kitten?”
“I can arrange nipple clamps for our pet, and much more,” Talon said, looking down at my body with wicked intentions.
Ryker picked up the pace of his strokes, rutting my throat faster and deeper, causing me to gag. “Yes, choke on my cock. You look so sexy taking what Talon and I give you. I love the sound of you trying to breathe with my star player jammed down your throat.”
At the mention of his star player, Talon grew annoyed with Ryker’s chatter, and his hands left my body, shooting to Ryker’s neck and curling around it. It quieted him instantly, and I watched as Ryker’s eyes rolled backwards into his head. I felt his dick pulse, showing how much he was enjoying his packmates grip on his throat.
The sight of them touching unraveled a new fantasy in my mind.
In my fantasy, Talon would squeeze hard on Ryker’s thick neck, while panting Ryker tried to breathe, gasping for air. Talon would pull him close, tattooed hands still tightening as he speared his tongue between Ryker’s lips. They would kiss eachother in a brutal fight for dominance, as they fucked me between them.
Soon, the thought of them fucking each other while I watched materialized, and I groaned loudly, bringing my fingers to my clit, rubbing little circles, chasing another cresting climax. Talon’s intense glowing eyes stared down at me knowingly, watching me pleasure myself in desperation.
“Our pet likes it when I choke you, Ryker. Look at how blown her pupils are. She’s a dirty slut who loves pain. Should I choke her next?” he asked Ryker, who could barely breathe, let alone respond.
He did manage to look down and as soon as his gaze landed on me, I felt his dick start to pulse and thicken, before hot jets of seed shot into my mouth over and over. I tried to swallow, but there was so much and I gagged. Talon followed closely behind Ryker, releasing into my warm center, causing a second climax to tear through me.
While I rode the wave, Talon kneeled between my legs, draping them over his shoulders. He sucked on the inside of my thigh, just below my groin, and then bit into my flesh with sharp, blade-like teeth, which made me scream in pain and pleasure, simultaneously orgasming for a third time. I could feel warm blood running down my thigh, mixing with the seed and slick that dripped from my center, pooling beneath me on the bed and floor as Talon buried himself in the wound, sucking and licking it.
Distantly, I was aware of the door opening and Cade bringing medical supplies into the room. Talon dressed his mark, protective over it like Killian had been. Cade ran his hands over my body, checking to make sure I was otherwise unharmed.Ryker clothed my limp figure and soon I was upright, pressed against a warm, broad chest that smelled like whiskey.
Something about the way they worked in tandem to care for me made my heart skip a beat. Cade whispered, “Good girl, Rowan,” into my ear, and I nuzzled into him, seeking comfort.
The sex I had with Talon was incredibly intense, unrestrained, and borderline consuming. But I needed Cade’s praise and reassurance to counterbalance the degradation Talon had subjected me to. Even Ryker’s perverse words of validation during the intercourse had helped temper Talon’s darkness.
Each of these three men played a role, giving me exactly what I craved from them in their own way. Talon called to the darkness in me with a raw intensity, but there was also a strange pull and sense of kinship to his shifter nature. Cade was controlling and bossy, but also strong and always reliable. His praise made my omega instincts preen with a satisfaction I couldn’t deny. That along with soft smiles reserved only for me, brought me comfort. Ryker provided humor, lust, and a lighthearted energy, offering a break from tension with his playful teasing. Together, they fulfilled parts of me I didn’t even know were missing, each giving me something unique and essential.
We all left the room, and when we exited into the hallway, Dr. Zolkos was standing outside waiting for us.
“We're leaving. The sedative worked. Now that it’s worn off, his wolf is alert again, and he’s not shifting. It seems marking and mating our omega worked. We won’t need any further testing. Thank you for your help with the matter,” Cade told him briskly as he tried to move past him.
“That’s wonderful news. However, we need to run more tests on the omega. I’d like to keep her here overnight. We'll draw more bloodwork. Lieutenant Grayson recently mated her, and the results could tell us a lot about…” He stopped talking abruptly when Cade cut him off with a low warning growl.
Cade clearly did not like the man, and any patience and goodwill he had shown to him were gone at the mention of doing more tests on me.
“No. Our omega needs to rest. Rowan’s given you plenty, more than you needed. She’s done.”
His expression left no room for debate; his answer was definitive.
Dr. Zolkos didn’t seem scared of Cade, like most others were. He eyed him for a moment, expressionless, before deciding to choose his battles wisely and stepped aside while nodding his head. Something about the way the man looked at me was unnerving and sent a chill down my spine. I gripped Cade tighter as we passed him.
I didn’t look up from his chest as we made our way through the base, back to our dormitory. Even without looking, I could feel hungry eyes on me. Embarrassment heated my face, knowing that every alpha we passed could easily smell my arousal and their seed, which coated the inside of my legs and lips.
My alphas flanked me, trying to conceal me with their massive forms, and growled at anyone who was too close, parting the sea of people we moved through. I let out a sigh of relief when we finally crossed the threshold of our front door.
I had never thought I would feel relief entering a space I regarded as a prison that I was desperately trying to escape from, yet here I was.
I reminded myself that I was still planning to make a break for it the first chance I got and steeled my heart against these men who were slowly taking residence in it. They were my kidnappers, my jailers, and my enemies, no matter how they made my body feel. My plan had been to wait until their guard was down or find a chink in their armor, but I needed to stay vigilant and make sure I wasn’t the one who was actually letting their guard down.
Chapter 30: Cade
Rowan had been especially quiet since our appointment with Dr. Zolkos a few days ago. She said she was feeling ill after we left, so I pushed the back of my hand against her forehead, noting she had a low-grade fever. When we got back to the dorm, she asked if she could relax and read in her room alone. Even after a shower and some time in the bathroom to freshen up, she looked frankly exhausted. Her skin was still hot to the touch, her hands were clammy, and her eyes had dark circles around them. I gave her two acetaminophen and some cold water.
We all knew she had been through a lot over the past few days, so we gave her plenty of space, leaving her mostly alone.
She had spent the majority of the past few days isolated in her room, drawing and reading. She seemed to be feeling a little better. Last night, she watched a movie with Rykerand ate dinner with us. She scarffed down some meatloaf, peas, and mashed potatoes, which Ryker and Killian picked up from the mess hall. She hadn’t said practically anything during chowtime, instead tuning out our conversation about checkpoint scheduling and paperwork that needed to be filed.