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Wet heat flooded between us; I felt myself pulsing, milking him as wave after wave crashed over me.

My vision blurred, stars bursting behind my eyelids.

He followed seconds later.

His hips jerked up, burying himself impossibly deeper.

A guttural groan tore from his throat as he came—hot, thick pulses spilling inside me, filling me until I could feel the warmth of him everywhere.

His fingers dug into my hips hard enough to bruise, holding me down so he could empty every last drop.

I collapsed forward onto his chest, both of us slick with sweat, hearts hammering in brutal tandem.

His arms wrapped around me instantly—strong, possessive, protective—cradling me against him like I was something fragile and priceless.

We stayed like that, breathing hard, bodies still joined, the world outside the door forgotten.

For long minutes there was only the sound of our ragged breathing and the faint, erratic beep of the monitor that had somehow survived being knocked askew.

Then I lifted my head just enough to meet his eyes.

They were red-rimmed. No steel. No command.

“Promise me,” I whispered. My throat was raw, scraped hollow by crying and years of swallowed pain. “Promise you’ll never hurt me again.”

The shift in him was immediate.

Whatever fragility had been there hardened—not into cruelty, but into something solemn and immovable.

An oath, not an impulse.

He raised one hand and cupped my cheek, his palm warm, grounding.

His thumb traced the faint track of a dried tear, reverent, as though even that mark mattered.

“When next I hurt you,” he said deliberately, “intentionally or not—take my life.”

My breath caught.

“I swear it on everything I have left,” he continued, voice low, steady, terrifyingly sincere. “On my name. On my blood. On the son sleeping down the hall.” His thumb stilled against my skin. “I will never cause you pain again. Not with my hands. Not with my words. Not with silence. Not with neglect.”

His eyes darkened, something lethal flickering beneath the tenderness.

“And if anyone—anyone—ever tries to lay a hand on you,” he said quietly, “I will kill them. I don’t care who they are. I don’t care what it costs me. No one born of woman will touch you without going through me first.”

There was no bravado in it. No performance.

Just fact.

I searched his face, slowly, carefully—every familiar line, every shadow earned by years of violence and regret.

I looked for cracks, for manipulation, for the cold strategist who always calculated three steps ahead.

I found none.

Only truth. Brutal. Terrifying. Absolute.

Something inside me finally loosened—just a fraction, just enough to breathe.