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History teaches us that man learns nothing from history. ——Georg Wilhelm Friedrich Hegel

The walk wasn’t as heavy as I thought it would be.

“Seahawks are probably going to the Super Bowl,” Dante said casually.

I nodded. “Thought you liked the Saints.”

He snorted. “I lie about liking the Saints while watching Hawks games alone. And don’t get me started on the Bears.”

I chuckled. “A crime, really. They always get so close.”

“So close,” he agreed. “She likes baseball more,” he added.

The lump in my throat made it hard to breathe. “I’ll remember that.”

We kept walking. Down the hall. Past the rooms that held laughter and wine and family. Toward the basement.

The shooting range.

The gun I’d given him sat heavy at my side, nestled inside the box like an offering.

When we reached the room, I shut the door behind us.

“Soundproof?” I asked.

“Only the best.”

“Right.”

I stared at him, at the man who had just kissed his wife, hugged his children, laughed over brunch.

“I don’t know what to say.”

He studied me with that same unflinching gaze. “Words are meaningless if there’s no action to back them up.” He took a breath. “A life for a life.”

He stepped closer.

“Promise me you’ll love her through her anger. Through her tears. Through everyone’s apologies.” His voice didn’t shake. “One life is enough to take. We don’t start wars to save one—we sacrifice one to save the many.”

I felt something in my chest crack open.

“Do you understand what it means, Louis,” he asked quietly, “to truly be a man?”

Tears blurred my vision. “I’m beginning to think I don’t, sir.”

He took my hand.

Placed the gun against his chest.

Closed my fingers around the trigger.

His eyes shone, but his voice was steady.

“Being a man is protecting the weak. Doing the hard thing. Screaming when something is wrong.” He swallowed. “It’s justice. It’s letting the woman you love stand beside you—not behind you. And sometimes,” he added softly, “it’s letting her lead when you can’t think straight. When you want to think with your gun instead of your brain.”

My hands shook.

“Being a man isn’t taking control, son,” he said. “It’s letting go. Of all of it. The pain. The fear. The revenge.” His grip tightened. “Let my blood take that space in your heart—the part screaming to be heard, the child screaming to be seen. Let my blood silence it. Let yourself have peace.”